Yesterday was a rollercoaster

I started bleeding and cramping yesterday. I've lost the baby. K and I are devastated. I know in my head that sometimes this is for the best but it hurts in my heart so much. I didn't think I could love something for only a week as much as I loved this child. There aren't really words to express the heartbreak. I never understood the loss when people said they miscarried. I was always sad for them but until you experience it yourself you can't fully understand. We will try again in a few months.